I have two beautiful boys, but not a fairy tale life. I say what I feel and I am real and honest. I don't hold back. Being broken is hard putting yourself back together is even harder. I'm just trying to find my way in the darkness.
Sunday, June 7, 2015
Just another day
He got a job. Neil got a job only because I went to work there too. Paranoid much. Gotta keep a close eye on me with all the baking and home cooked meals and laundry to do I must be doing something wrong again. So my boyfriend Neil was off work today and we decided to grill out pork ribs and steak. It was so good. I let the kids play in the pool. We had to do laundry which was a pain. The laundry mat across the street was completely busy and was a mess. People always stair when I go in there. We got the laundry done. I asked Neil what he would do if we ever won the lottery. I told him I would buy all of our family members a house in Rivendell and a new car. Then we started saying all the things we would do for other people. It was a nice thought. My son Jordan has been bugging me about his tenth birthday. We have been talking about my other sons birthday because its in July and he will be two. On his first birthday we didnt have any money so we didnt have a party for him. It's sad when you can not provide everything you want to in life for your kids. Well its just another day in my life. I have to clean up the house now. Since no one else wants to do it but I don't mind I just wish I got a thank you.
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