Promises

 A promise what is that. No one ever keeps there promises. I promise I love u. I promise I'll treat you right. I promise I'll be there. It's a load of crap. It's more like I will pay attention to everybody else. I will leave all the time and lie about where and with who and not tell u and be gone for hours. I won't help u at all. Yep sounds right. Broken promises is all I ever get. I ask myself why I keep doing this. Because really I have myself to blame. I could leave him but I don't. I take the pain and cry. That's all I can do.