Fuck You

I feel like I fall for this shit all the time. Bullshit that men tell you. What is it that I can not find someone normal who will sit with me and just talk about anything and everything this. I always find men who don't tell me anything. Who lie. Who cheat. Who want to use me. I am tired and I am done. I am better off just being alone. I prefer it that way. Its better off than being hurt constantly.  Emotionally battered and abused. I feel like I am slipping away into the darkness alone covered in bitterness and revenge and I don't want to feel or be like that but at this point I would rather people stay the fuck away from me. My cousin said she thought this was going to happen.  That I would do to men whats been done to me and be revengful. Is that what my lifes become.