Dr. Oz

I am a huge Dr. Oz fan. I DVR all the shows and then watch them once a week. I just watched them yesterday and I came to the show about heroin and how it was affecting people. It just got me thinking about the addiction I had over come and how strong I have been since being sober. I often wish I had the courage to say I'm sorry to the people that I hurt during my addiction. I was lucky that I was able to stop and never go back. Not that I am not scared that if I were faced with it what I would do. I just choose to never put myself in the position to give in. I went to bed last night hot. My air conditioner motor went out. I was so roasting in the bed next to Neil who was also roasting and I'm sure our kids were dying as well. The handy man fixed it today and it fells great. Makes me think of people who don't even have an air conditioner in the world and I wonder how they survive but I know that when you have to do something you just do it. I have been trying to get organized. My OCD has laid dormant enough. Its time to get busy and get things done. I have lived in this house for 3 months and its not how I want it so I need to get going on doing something with it. I have so many ideas but can't seem to get them together, and that would be the ADHD. I am making hamburgers and polish sausage for dinner. Something simple since last night I made rib eye steaks, scallop potato's, green beans, corn on the cob, and cherry pie so tonight I wanted it to be easy. I asked Neil why he didn't take his lunch because we have been trying to save money for a new car and so I would think that in his mind taking left overs would save him from spending money everyday for lunch and he told me he didn't have enough time. Now how hard is it to make lunch the night before, get up earlier and prepare it, or wake me up so I can make it for you. Three options to choose from and he chooses to buy his lunch. Are all men like this or just mine. and the thing is I'm not the one who said anything about saving money he was. So if you wanna save money why are you spending it. Makes no since to me. But I love him so I will just set my own alarm every morning and make his lunch for him. What we women go throw. Well I gotta go the kids are splashing water everywhere and trying to drown each other. Until next time this is my life.