I have two beautiful boys, but not a fairy tale life. I say what I feel and I am real and honest. I don't hold back. Being broken is hard putting yourself back together is even harder. I'm just trying to find my way in the darkness.
Monday, June 8, 2015
Is It Really Monday?
I lost a day some how. I thought today was Sunday. Could it be that my life is so busy that I lost a day. I woke up this morning with my ankle killing me. I fell on it on Christmas and they doctors told me it was not broken but that I needed an MRI to see if I tore muscle or anything else. I haven't had time to go to get an MRI yet especially since I have been without a car. Its hard to depend on others and I hate having someone help me. So as most mothers do we put off what we need to provide for the kids. I could barely walk around but I knew I needed to go to the store and pay our cell phone bill so I got up got dressed and just went. It was painful but I did it anyways. It felt good to walk around. Really energized me up. Then I came home and did stretches and leg lifts. Me and the kids played in the pool. It was fun. I almost forgot about my pain for a while but then I couldn't move it again so I took a pain pill and a muscle relaxer and now I am making tacos. I feel pretty good. Today when I was playing with Liam my two year old I was wondering if everything I am teaching him matters. I love when he gives me hugs and kisses and is kind and shares his toys. He is so sweet and I hope that he stays that way and remembers all the good things that I teach him in life. It's like magic every time he learns something new. I think I get as excited as he does. Anyways I have to go before I burn dinner and I never burn dinner. Cooking is such a huge passion of mine. I just wish eating wasn't. Eat less burn more!
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