The Truth

The truth is 3 month ago I found out that my then boyfriend had lied to me about everything. Our whole relationship a lie. He would say I forgot holidays to his mom when if anyone who knows me knows I go big and make a big deal outta every holiday. He told people well my friends and family how much he hated me and talked bad about me and this was while I would be in the kitchen cleaning up a meal I just cooked for 10 people. He would be gone for hours and tell me not to ask where he was because it wasnt my business. He never paid bills but worked and made good money but told me it wasnt my place to ask. I got so used to being yelled at when I asked a question that I stopped talking to anyone and would look down when people spoke to me because if I gave anyone a look I got in trouble. He acussed me of cheating when he was the one buying call girls and escorts. I was glad in the end that he never touched me. He never gave me one compliment or said one nice thing in 5 years. He was abusive. But the worst part is he never told me he loved me or wanted a life with me. He said he didnt believe in marriage but the truth is he disnt want marriage with me. He had been looking at Ukranian brides. How much do u have to hate someone to want to marry a stranger from a different country. He made me believe everything was my fault and I followed him around like a little puppy doing whatever he wanted and yet he was never happy. He wouldnt even sign the birth certifiacute of our son but now that we are over hes on fb going on and on about how his son is the greatest gift and how he was done wrong. How what did I do to you. I didnt lie or cheat or abuse u. He walks away free and clear while Im forever fucked up lost and damaged. Now how does that make since.