What is a Soul Mate?

I have been doi g research on soul mages because its very confusing. I think I have found my. First we can not be mad at each other. We can't walk away from each other. From the moment I meet him it was like I wanted to be with him and I didn't know why. We spent every day together. Unable to move without him. He moved in with me and he had never done that before. We were saying I love you its weird honest. He tells me everything and I tell him everything. I try to walk away and I can't maily because a love like this is crazy and scary. You think of all the things that could ho wrong. I am so happy I am terrified.  To say the least anyways life has been okay. My brother died.  It really got to me because he was only 41 and he had all these health problems. I keep telling myself to call or to go see him and I never did. I feel so bad. What kinda sister am I. A very bad one apparently.  I had to talk to my mom. To make funeral arrangements.  It was okay. Well thats all for now.