Notice anything?

My name changed. My last name that is. I got married. Yes married to my soul mate on Halloween in which I had been dating for 4 months. I know crazy right. He told me that he just knew he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. I once said your my best friend and he told me no your my soul mate. I think he knew that when I meet him that I just couldn't hear one more lie so he never lied to me. We tell each other everything. It's hard for me at times because of what's been done to me. It's hard to open up I try to be honest but sometimes he just thinks I am one upping him when all I'm trying to do is tell him I relate or understand. I'm not very good at this but I try. I feel like I am failing most of the time but he just puts his arms around me and tells me he loves although I am not sure why. I am a complete mess. My youngest son went to live with his dad and of course I fell apart from that. Everytime I think about it I cry. It's hard. Rebuilding your life when you have torn it apart. I had a falling out with the step monster and my dad and made up. Although he still yells at everything I do. Understandable so that's how life is now just one day at a time. That's all I can do.

Liars will they never learn

The pain of losing me will burn forever. I promise that the fucked up part is that even though I told u everything that happened in my last relationship you still lied to me cheated on me used me stole from me. And thought u we're smart enough to get away with it. Karma normally takes care of it but I'll deal with this personally and you will feel nothing but pain.